I Can't Stop

I can't stop thinking about you
you've taken over my thoughts.
I can't stop feeling you.
you've taken over my feelings.

I can't stop remembering that night
you've taken over my memories.
I can't stop remembering your sight.
you've taken over my eyes.

I can't stop wondering what could have been
you've taken over my wonder.
I can't stop thinking of what that silence could have meant
you've taken over my curiosity.

I can't stop writing about you
you've taken over my creativity.
I can't stop stopping what i want to do
you've taken over my desires
I can't stop wanting you
you've taken over my heart.
I can't stop melting into you
you've taken over my soul.



Today was a good day.
Tennis practice was canceled though, boo!
Julie and I have become very good friends. We always say hello and laugh whenever we see each other in the hallway. It feels good to finally befriend people from out of my class.

Mary: Church school was great until the obnoxious girls from my last session joined my class from this session. Although, this week's class was good because nobody paid any attention to them even as much as they wanted the attention. It was great (:
and do you know what i mean by being obnoxious attention obsessive girls?
I'll give you a few examples...
quote from last session:
Mr. W: ...and he choked on a fish bone...
Cassie: HE CHOKED ON A FISH BONE?
Mr. W: Yes, cassie... he choked on a fish bone...
cassie: how'd he do that?
mr. W: well, sometimes when you buy fish, the bones are still in them and you just swallow them...
cassie: wait, FISH HAVE BONES?
...honestly? after i told my friend, she's like, "That's like asking if there's milk in chocolate milk."
hahah.

and a quote from a two classes ago:
cassie and gracie: we should become nuns!
gracie: mrs? do you have to be a virgin to become a nun?
mrs: yes...
gracie: oh, well then i guess i can't become one!
mind you, we're in NINTH grade in CHURCH school which is in a CHURCH.
we're all like WTF!?
and she's like GOD, I WAS JUST KIDDING, TAKE A JOKE.

seriously, i am so done with them, haha. buuuuut, the boys ignored them and talked to me during last class (: haha there this kid, josh who is amazing. he's freaking hilariousssssss. hhah.

you're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes and fancy cars.

Today was a good great day (:
TENNIS PRACTICE WAS AMAZING.
i think i'm really getting better (:
i served pretty well, and even got a few points.
i played doubles with kevin, and i love it.
i have yet to find someone who i like playing with, but i like him.
he's so chill about it and doesn't get mad at me when i suck. haha
we played outside, and it gets some taking used to because of the wind and stuff,
BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW !(:
now i have to go to church school... boo.
but i'm having an open mind...
(:

i don't really have anything else to say...
i just wanted to say something (:
this was a very boring post... haha.

keep in UNboring, just for me(:
<3hayley.

it was the best of times, from broken homes and battle scars to where we are.

Today was such a great day.

i started off the day with a biology test that i actually think i did well on.

and finished the day off with a motivational speaker.
thinking that it was just another DONT DO DRUGS OR DRINK ALCOHAL assembly, i readied myself for nap time.

when my principal introduced the guy,
[ Micheal Pritchard ]
with an;
"All i ask for you is to come in here with an open mind,"
i figured that this couldn't be that bad...
so the guy started off with a bunch of funny stuff.
and not cheesy funny, like funny so that EVERYONE was laughing.
but then started to get into the serious stuff.
and it was wicked interesting.
he kept using children's quote as life lessons.
like one little kid said, "We can't put our anger on other people and other people can't put their anger on us. We need to stop playing anger tag."
said simply, meant deeply.
basically the whole assembly was about life.
and not school.
he told us that this whole assembly was about our hearts.
he talked about what the effect of the media has on us.
about all of the violent video games,
and the immoral tv shows.
and how they teach us that drinking and doing drugs make you 'cool.'
he taught us about bullying
and how we all need to care about each other
and how bad mean words hurt
and how much we have an effect on people's lives,
even though we don't realize it.
he told us stories about little kids.
his kids, and when he was a kid,
and how we need to stop drinking bottles of "hateorade" in the morning.
(from the words of a 6-year-old.)
we need to start listening to our hearts.
we need to start listening with our hearts and not our ears,
we need to start seeing with our hearts and not our eyes.
and at the end of the assembly, he asked people from the audience to come up.
to come up and talk about their experiences with bullying or drugs or alcohol,
and what we need to do to better our school and our community.
to become connected again.
it was, i think, the best assembly we've ever had.
and then i came home.
and melissa and i dressed warmly and took a few laps around the block,
and then layed in my [SNOWLESS!] yard in the sun.
i felt so free and alive, and young, and stress free.
i love these days, when everything goes right.
but then i found out that caleb,
the guy i've been talking about basically nonstop since thursday
when i saw him again since summer,
and whom i like very much,
HAS A GIRLFRIEND.
but i'm not going to let it ruin my mood...(:


how was everyone else's day?
<3

yet another.

The rules are:
1. Respond and rework. Answer the questions on your blog, replace one question you dislike with a question of your own invention; add a question of your own.
2. Tag eight other un-tagged people.

What is your current obsession? nutrigrain and breakfast bars.
What do you see outside your window? grass on my lawn! finally no more snow!
Do you nap a lot? its impossible for me to fall asleep during the day. and sometimes even at night.
Who was the last person you hugged? my mother.
which animal would you be? a dog.
What’s for dinner? i have no idea.
What was the last thing you bought? my beautiful vintage ring (:
What are you listening to right now? the washing machine and my parents trying to figure out technology.
What is your favourite weather? warm and breezy.
What’s on your beside table? nonexistent.
Say something to the person/s who tagged you. hello (: i absolutely adore your blog and it makes me feel special that someone as 'popular' on here as you tags me in these things. also, i think they're loads of fun, so thanks x3243289 (:
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you want it to be? on the eastern coast of england in a small little town so that i can live in england but also be close to ireland (:
where are you typing from right now? my laptop in my parents room.
A book you're currently reading? nothing.
What would you like to have in your hands right now? something sweet to eat.
What is your favourite tea flavour? earl grey creme.
What would you like to get rid of? my parents fighting.
If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? england.
What did you want to become as a child? a model.
What posters/pictures do you have on your bedroom wall? a whole walls worth of pictures of me and my friends and magazine clippings.
What is your plan for tomorrow? to finish my homework and art project.

i'll tag...
emily
a sunlit day
too haute to handle
aphex nation
sincerely jessica
the stylish spot
this wheel's on fire

listen to your heart when its calling for you

i've been tagged by Mandy at My Paper Heart! & i have to find...

1 picture;

1 quote or phrase;
"One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching." --Soren Kierkegaard

1 poem;
Disguises
Always we have believed
We can change overnight,
Put a different look on the face,
Old passions out of sight:
And find new days relieved
Of all that we regretted
But something always stays
And will not be outwitted.

Say we put on dark glasses,
Wear different clothes and walk
With a new unpracticed stride--
Always somebody passes
Undeceived by disguises
Or the different way we talk.
And we who could have defied
Anything if it was strange
Have nowhere we can hide
From those who refuse to change.
--Elizabeth Jennings


1 song;
(or two...hah)
When the World Comes Down (Mona Lisa) - The All-American Rejects
Wonderwall - Oasis

1 place,

1 item of clothing;
(my comfort. haha)

a Disney character;

this was fuun (:
i think i'll tag... Jessica, and This Wheel's On Fire.
have fun (:

<3always;>