Ready to Leave Reality

so much stuff has happened.
i wish i could say it all, but its just too much.
i don't understand why i've been so moody; i'm not stressed at all.
i don't like how much i have been crying.
i don't mean to, but i can't help it.
i need a vacation,
but the funny thing is that i just got back from one.
i need to find time to write here more because it made me happy.
i don't know why i stopped.