vacations all i ever wanted.

Today is friday. The last weekday of vacation. This past week has been amazing, and so relaxing. I'm almost ready to go back to school.

saturday--> the twins second birthday party! hung out with melissa, stayed at her house till late.
sunday--> easter!
monday-->tennis practice !
tuesday--> raked at my grandparents house and then went to the library and got a bunch of good books
wednesday--> headed up north with my mother, sister, emily, and melissa for some sights and shopping.
thursday--> job hunting! applied at merrell and polo
friday--> read, went out to lunch and ice cream with my grandparents, then came home and read some more.

in the midst of all that, i also rearranged my room so that its more open and refreshing. i'm so excited for spring now, and i'm out of my depressed cranky winter mood (:











i have decided that to get to know me better, you guys can ask me any question(s) you want. just post them in your comment, and i will make a whole post about answering them (:
just so you can get some background on me, because knowing my name and age is one thing, but knowing what i eat for breakfast? thats a whole new story.
so, with the help from you, my background check will be coming soon (:

You're making it all come alive

I've been having some good days.
tennis has made me happier,
and now that the weather is happier, i am even more happier.
even more happier? is that grammatically correct...?
i have had a great weekend.
but i will have to tell you about it later, as i am just about to leave
to go play tennis with my mother.
i'm so sorry i haven't written in a while,
i have been so busy!
but happy busy, which is the best kind (:
so anywho,
how are you all?
my spring break is just four days away!
thank goodness!
and i have so much fun planned, even though i'm not going away (:
thank you for all of the beautiful comments on my last post,
and i will talk to you all soon!

<3alwaysssss,>

I Can't Stop

I can't stop thinking about you
you've taken over my thoughts.
I can't stop feeling you.
you've taken over my feelings.

I can't stop remembering that night
you've taken over my memories.
I can't stop remembering your sight.
you've taken over my eyes.

I can't stop wondering what could have been
you've taken over my wonder.
I can't stop thinking of what that silence could have meant
you've taken over my curiosity.

I can't stop writing about you
you've taken over my creativity.
I can't stop stopping what i want to do
you've taken over my desires
I can't stop wanting you
you've taken over my heart.
I can't stop melting into you
you've taken over my soul.



Today was a good day.
Tennis practice was canceled though, boo!
Julie and I have become very good friends. We always say hello and laugh whenever we see each other in the hallway. It feels good to finally befriend people from out of my class.

Mary: Church school was great until the obnoxious girls from my last session joined my class from this session. Although, this week's class was good because nobody paid any attention to them even as much as they wanted the attention. It was great (:
and do you know what i mean by being obnoxious attention obsessive girls?
I'll give you a few examples...
quote from last session:
Mr. W: ...and he choked on a fish bone...
Cassie: HE CHOKED ON A FISH BONE?
Mr. W: Yes, cassie... he choked on a fish bone...
cassie: how'd he do that?
mr. W: well, sometimes when you buy fish, the bones are still in them and you just swallow them...
cassie: wait, FISH HAVE BONES?
...honestly? after i told my friend, she's like, "That's like asking if there's milk in chocolate milk."
hahah.

and a quote from a two classes ago:
cassie and gracie: we should become nuns!
gracie: mrs? do you have to be a virgin to become a nun?
mrs: yes...
gracie: oh, well then i guess i can't become one!
mind you, we're in NINTH grade in CHURCH school which is in a CHURCH.
we're all like WTF!?
and she's like GOD, I WAS JUST KIDDING, TAKE A JOKE.

seriously, i am so done with them, haha. buuuuut, the boys ignored them and talked to me during last class (: haha there this kid, josh who is amazing. he's freaking hilariousssssss. hhah.

you're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes and fancy cars.

Today was a good great day (:
TENNIS PRACTICE WAS AMAZING.
i think i'm really getting better (:
i served pretty well, and even got a few points.
i played doubles with kevin, and i love it.
i have yet to find someone who i like playing with, but i like him.
he's so chill about it and doesn't get mad at me when i suck. haha
we played outside, and it gets some taking used to because of the wind and stuff,
BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW !(:
now i have to go to church school... boo.
but i'm having an open mind...
(:

i don't really have anything else to say...
i just wanted to say something (:
this was a very boring post... haha.

keep in UNboring, just for me(:
<3hayley.

it was the best of times, from broken homes and battle scars to where we are.

Today was such a great day.

i started off the day with a biology test that i actually think i did well on.

and finished the day off with a motivational speaker.
thinking that it was just another DONT DO DRUGS OR DRINK ALCOHAL assembly, i readied myself for nap time.

when my principal introduced the guy,
[ Micheal Pritchard ]
with an;
"All i ask for you is to come in here with an open mind,"
i figured that this couldn't be that bad...
so the guy started off with a bunch of funny stuff.
and not cheesy funny, like funny so that EVERYONE was laughing.
but then started to get into the serious stuff.
and it was wicked interesting.
he kept using children's quote as life lessons.
like one little kid said, "We can't put our anger on other people and other people can't put their anger on us. We need to stop playing anger tag."
said simply, meant deeply.
basically the whole assembly was about life.
and not school.
he told us that this whole assembly was about our hearts.
he talked about what the effect of the media has on us.
about all of the violent video games,
and the immoral tv shows.
and how they teach us that drinking and doing drugs make you 'cool.'
he taught us about bullying
and how we all need to care about each other
and how bad mean words hurt
and how much we have an effect on people's lives,
even though we don't realize it.
he told us stories about little kids.
his kids, and when he was a kid,
and how we need to stop drinking bottles of "hateorade" in the morning.
(from the words of a 6-year-old.)
we need to start listening to our hearts.
we need to start listening with our hearts and not our ears,
we need to start seeing with our hearts and not our eyes.
and at the end of the assembly, he asked people from the audience to come up.
to come up and talk about their experiences with bullying or drugs or alcohol,
and what we need to do to better our school and our community.
to become connected again.
it was, i think, the best assembly we've ever had.
and then i came home.
and melissa and i dressed warmly and took a few laps around the block,
and then layed in my [SNOWLESS!] yard in the sun.
i felt so free and alive, and young, and stress free.
i love these days, when everything goes right.
but then i found out that caleb,
the guy i've been talking about basically nonstop since thursday
when i saw him again since summer,
and whom i like very much,
HAS A GIRLFRIEND.
but i'm not going to let it ruin my mood...(:


how was everyone else's day?
<3